User blog:Queen Desi/I Need To Say Something

Hey guys. Okay I need to explain a lot right now. Well first of all, I won't be here for a short period of time of this summer. And also if I'm not very talkative on chat if I'm online, then I'd recommend not bothering me too much.

Okay first of all....

The reason I won't be around is because I've been experiencing home troubles. I need to straighten things out and make decisions and its probably not good for me to be online while these things happen. I get depressed, kind of rude and I also sometimes tend to say things I shouldn't. Which results me into getting even more sad and worked up. I'll also be taking care of things that need to be taken care of. I have some charity things coming up and some jobs for neighbors. So I'll be pretty busy and I just don't think it's good for me to be on here when I'm feeling this way.

The amount of time I won't be on should range from 2-3 weeks after Sunday. I might come on a few times but it'll be for little time and I probably won't talk much. Sometimes its just assuring to see all you guys happily talking in chat. So I might do that.

There is also something that some of you don't know about me and it should explain some of the things I do. I have bipolar disorder, which is a confusing word that means I have mood swings regularly and can cry and get super emotional alot. I can be happy for ten minutes then just with the snap of a finger I'm depressed. Sometimes even I don't know why I'm depressed or happy but it just comes and go's.

I just thought this was important to tell and that I seriously owed you guys an explanation on why I've been the way I am and why I won't be talkative or very active on the wiki for a little bit. I seriously hope this helped explain things and let you know that I'm not crazy or an attention seeker. Sometimes I literally just can't help it and what I say is true. Just in case there were doubts.

Thanks for reading and...

I love you guys so so so so much!!! You guys mean the world to me. <3 <3 Thanks for dealing with me.

~Desi